Some Thoughts on Love

Everyone knows that one couple that is absolutely perfect. They love each other to pieces. They finish each other's sentences. Part of me hates that couple. Part of me loves how amazing they are...that closeness. I went through a pretty horrible breakup a couple months ago. Since then I've cried a lot, made some horrible boy decisions, and tried to rebuild my life up from the bottom. It's unbelievably excruciating to have your heart broken in two. But I finally am starting to feel ok.
I used I wanted to be in that perfect couple, the annoying cute one that makes single friends want to puke. But now I think I don't want that. I want something that challenges me. I want that true passionate wacky love that doesn't make sense.
But still I want that connection that two people on the same level have. It's the kind of thing that I thought only existed in movies and books and that now I'm really really hoping exists in real life. Because maybe I'm ready now...maybe. Maybe I want the perfect couple to be true. Because we ALL need something to believe in.